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    QcChopper's Avatar Senior Member
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    A temporary life setback.

    Sometimes life is hard and things must be done in order to keep one's sanity. I will probably be absent from these forums for a week or two, maybe more who knows. All I know is **** has hit the fan this weekend for me and I feel I have no choice but to take a decision for myself before I end up hurting myself. I am in the process of getting therapy for drug abuse, and I will miss some of the guys I know from here, and who knows, maybe I'll come back more sociable, because I haven't been my usual self for more than half a year now and I feel isolated and alienated. I miss the old times. I'm gonna miss this place but hopefully I'll be back on my feet soon... Wish me luck
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    All the best for you! Try to get better and hope you will be back!
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Thanks Antti,

    The way I see it, I'm at a crossroads of my life and I see this as a life changing experience in a good way.
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Hey man, Good luck with it all... getting back on track can be hard, but once you start the journey, it becomes easier each day.

    hopefully see you back here soon.

    Peace.
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Good luck, dude. Hope everything goes fine.
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Thanks guys,

    Oh and don't worry, I'm not on any hard stuff, but I have been using cannabinoids for 16 years in a row, and now I began to feel severely depressed. After stopping using cold turkey for 5 days, I blew a gasket and I am kind of lucky that It didn't get me arrested and/or hurt badly. I have hurt my achille's heel tendon and I will prbably be limping badly for a while though.

    The funny thing is that even though I was offered help after this, I actually asked for some help 2 days prior to this, I was a that point where I just knew I was about to blow. Talking about it helps, as denial is a state I can no longer live in. I have an appointment in less than 2 hours with a rehab therapist and I don't know what happens from there.
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Dont know you that well but...i wish you all the luck and hope youll come back!
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Good luck QC! We will be missing and thinking about you! Wish you all! Live strong!
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    I have seen someone concerningmy admission and I'll just be followed by therapists wile I try to get myself clean, maybe I won't need to do a secluded therapy, let's see... It's going better now and I have other avenues ready in case I fail (not an option)

    Thanks for all the support guys.
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    Re: A temporary life setback.

    Secluded therapy under three conditions...
    - your new X360
    - a copy of TrialsHD
    - internet connection
    ...might not be that bad.
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