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    raaaid's Avatar Senior Member
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    yesterday i made the mistake of watching some yellowish news

    there was a stubbing in a hospital so they brought up a news from 2003 where an schizophrenic doctor slayed 4 people inside the hospital

    they said that this doctor had the paranoia everybody was acting in a circus with half people against her and half pro her and they could read her mind

    imagine how i felt it was exactly my paranoia being in the truman show with my mind read and people against me or with me

    so it comes im actually a danger so im gonna keep smoking with which my actual cough i can last 10 or 20 years more enough to live more than my parents and no disapoint them

    obviously those ads of cigartes, smoking kills is undercover publicity
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    well what im not doing for sure is leaving my meds

    i was suppose to end my treatment in 3 months but after what i heard yestedary on tv ill keep it for life, just solved it out with my sister and psichiatrist
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    Little tip raaaid, increase the dosage, lol.
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    How does the smoking help your disorder? I smoked for ten years, quit five years ago, havent looked back since. Quiting has really increased the quality of my life. Admittedly I am not that wierd as you are, so perhaps with you it might be different.
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    well i got over accepting i might be a danger but ill do my best which is cotinue my meds

    i cahnged my mind ill keep at trying to quit smoking

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    im watching a program about somebody who believes to be merlin and anther god those are crazy i forgot that though i have the same idea than many schizos im actually just suspicious
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    How does the smoking help your disorder? I smoked for ten years, quit five years ago, havent looked back since. Quiting has really increased the quality of my life. Admittedly I am not that wierd as you are, so perhaps with you it might be different.
    You're right, smoking can't affect mental health in such an awful way
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    Smoking can't provoke shizophrenia; moreover, nicotine has contrary effect as it is rather relaxing. Smoking is unhealthy in general (I quitted thanks to a wax pen ), but never leads to such deformations of psychics.
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