Originally Posted by kaletcz Go to original post
I thought the game was supposed to be fun and the taste would return but with this game from the very beginning I only have stress and depression if you want better equipment attack you have to go through missions on heroic and legendary.and we are in that carousel yes you can play on easy difficulty but such ridiculous equipment falls that even on difficult difficulty it is difficult so it forces you to be depressed and stressed all the time playing, where is the joy of the game?it seems stupid to get money from people but the player is not taken into accountthe most stupid thing is that it only kills you with 2 bullets
If the game is making you feel this way it's time to move away and try a different game or something else or make sure it is actually the game causing the stress and depression you are feeling.

I don't normally post stiff like this because it's private but if you are generally suffering and it can help then it's worth it.

I have actually suffered from depression, anxiety and health anxiety due to real life things that have happened, I have lost 7 family members in 8 years (cancer) A friend commited suicide and another friend died in her sleep after suffering an epileptic fit..

I went off the rails I started drinking heavily, Isolating myself, not looking after myself. I really didn't care anymore. Games were boring I was constantly angry with the world and everyone in it. I went through a very long stage of not caring for anyone and I wanted to mentally hurt people or punch them. Luckily someone spotted I wasn't right and I got help for my symptoms. I went through a hell of a lot of counselling. I had Samaritans calling me, I went through bereavement counselling, Alcohol addiction counselling, NHS let's talk. I used anti depressants (not that I wanted to use them, but they helped)

I think maybe something else is causing your depression and stress. I would suggest having a talk with someone or do something rewarding other than gaming.

One thing is for definite do not let it get as far as I did. I needed help years before I got it. I still have bad days and very bad days but thanks to the counselling I have a way of changing how my mind is thinking at that certain point, I can go somewhere quiet and change my thoughts. It works. I can't thank those people who helped me enough and I will forever be indebted to them. Now I don't let minor things like games get me angry, stressed or depressed. If that starts to happen the game and gaming device gets switched off.