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    Just....Wish to speak or at very least heard

    I know I know, great Knight_Alwin is back, more real talk or whatever..

    I...truthfully planned to have come back maybe one more time yet have put it off as I all honesty have been terrified. Any attempt to speak or even return was difficult until now I pushed myself for this to happen. Won't lie, know many don't wish to see, hear or more feel this is not best place for real talk but I just wish to speak my mind or heard at least. With this, I will do what I can and keep moderate to low levels if possible. Ultimately just ask please don't think less of me

    Some may easily guess why I am back, yes this appearance of this game to a degree sparked not only a crisis of faith but to push myself to break through and makes this happen. Won't lie this appearance/reveal also brought on a hope and chance I fought along believe in. Is the return of Deptuy Hudson

    Will state, she all honesty means a lot to me and would be the world to see her back. As not only feel she deserve or more has the right to come back but everything around that crash was just assumption and you know the old saying * Assumption is the mother of all **** ups *

    After all Rook did nothing, when they came to, just simply looked at them and pulled a Burke and left, didn't even try to check when in all forums people would still check, heck even risk if any was present. One that probably most wounded, be the Sheriff but it would not have been in vain he after all very much saved or gave better chance for Hudson to brace upon yelling/ordering her to sit back. Yes in comes Pratt and her racing after coming to, in trying to find a place. Fact that Hurk, Pastor Jerome and the Ryes are alive, who is to say someone was not racing around trying to save as many as possible, happening upon. Or more Pratt giving his all to get Hudson to safety and happened to stubble across survivors who had place, sadly not enough room and choose Hudson ultimately sacrificing himself to see her live. Ultimately I...just feel Hudson, she survived or could/would.

    Some may think, but she attacked me, honestly if you took chance to talk to her or more listen like I did, she reveals quite a few things. One a fear that was all honesty assaulting her heavily emotional and mentally, to slowly beginning to believe you left her but continued to fight along stay strong as best she could. Two, Rook not only a mute, came running in and not once yelled her name or for her, leading her to attacking while at first believing you were one of her tormentors until realizing her mistake.

    Ultimately I hope, pray, believe she is back, leading wonderful feeling. As seeing all the interesting conversations especially on Joseph, to fun things if companion, as it honestly looks likes her. If Rook is in the game somehow, she most likely may demand answers from them, since Rook did pull a Burke and sad fact left her for real this time.

    I just.....all honesty pray and hope she is back. She goes through so much torment and pain, ultimately poorly treated along never given the chance to help.To point even feel it would truly be wonderful seeing her back and be the awesome person I saw her. Still won't lie she honestly means a lot to me.

    Ending off, yes I am know I'm setting myself up for quite a devastation, fact why I have accepted I am a fool and most certainly will die a fool. She truly means a lot to me and just don't know what else to say.
    Also thank you, even if can't really understand, aim to insult or do get it but just don't know what to say, I still thank you
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    Holy **** that drifting, jumbled mess was completely unreadable.
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    well at least you bumped it to say that though....
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