I've managed to get out of the death loop.
While loading the game I pressed the Xbox-button on the controller so I've got the sidemenu/bar on the left side.
When the controller vibrated and the game was ready loaded, I've pressed the small button which opens up the game-map and from there I could fast travel,
When I had fast travelled to another destination I've manually saved in the game-menu.
Hope this tips could help anyone stuck in the loop.